What's on my mind today? Sigh. I just started blogging and here I am with a real downer. Sorry.
I have a sister. We're occasionally close. We tend to have a falling out every so often, and she gets angry and ignores my phone calls. Then I quit calling and we go on like that for a while until she decides to call me all easy breezy like nothing every happened. Our most recent falling out happened months ago. She was in a mood and was being mean. I was all "hey I'm your sister, you could be a little nicer" and then she said "I KNOW. I just don't feel like it". I told her, calmly and quietly, that I didn't feel like talking to her, and to give me a call when she's in a better mood. Her moods last forever, because she still hasn't called me back. And she won't answer the phone when I call her. So! It all around sucks. She's got a lot of problems. She's an addict, bipolar, and who knows what else. It's been a tough time for her, but she uses these things as an excuse to be mean and not face consequences, I think. "I can't HELP it, I don't have my MEDS" kind of thing. But even with the meds, she goes on the same way. It's a sad state for sisters to be in.
I REALLY wish she was easier to get along with. Because when she is normal and sane, it really is fun to have someone to talk with that gets all of my weirdnesses, someone that I can vent with and share with and just..... be sisters. Right now though, she is still ignoring me while sending my husband messages on Facebook. I'm just so tired of this....mess. I would like to be Sisters. I would like to be able to see pictures of my nephews.